Anger

My brains seems like to explode. When everything in this head jostles each other, I, then, want to throw up.
I am fed up with my own words. I just want to spell any kinds of words to curse everyone, to blame my life, or just get annoyed with myself. I don't like myself being like this. But, this one just allow me to let my anger out.

Actually, I wanted to update my fb status and tagged your name just to let you know that I was disappointed with you. You are my best friend. But, these recent days you made me like a trash can. I will sincerely listen to your stories but please don't complain or grumble to me. I am not a god who knows everything and I am not the one who has no problem. At that time I wanted to yell at you, you were very annoying. Once I tried to tell my problem that turned my mood badly, you didn't give any nice words, but you told me that every male is insane. Well, girl, thank you you helped me a lot!!!

Yesterday you texted me that you wanted to hang out and released all kinds of stressful feelings. I tried to finish my job as soon as possible. Unfortunately, it was raining. You didn't text me again and I assumed that our plan was cancelled. Then, at night you told your other problem and I was so mad at you. Maybe I need to charge you as you always tell all of your problems to me. Sorry, I am a human too, girl! I do have my own problems. I do have anger. I do!

I know you may not care. But, please...

[you are my best friend so don't make me hate you]